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Don't know what to do ... or how to move on it's been a few months now but I miss her so much and there's no a day that goes by without thinking about her. This is eating me alive

Had to choose between myself respect or stay in a toxic relationship. I chose a little bit of love for myself, I can't go through another one of those but this shit hurts cause again I had no clue when or what went wrong and as always I got no closure no answers just this feeling of not never being enough

I haven't any contact since last argument . And it's been more than year maybe like year and half 0 contact no social media no late text no friends in common to hear about each other nothing of nothing but at night when I can't sleep it's all I can think and I'm dying to do so . I don't do it cause 1 I'm afraid of what I could find and 2 I just know is not good for me but fuck I miss her.