I am possibly going to have sex with a girl I am dating for the first time in the next two weeks or so when we get back to classes. I give that timeline because I don't know when we'll get time alone together with our busy schedules and roommates that seem to never leave our rooms.
The issue is, I am beyond terrified. I keep thinking the same thing, of not wanting to fuck up. I have almost no experience, beyond a girl at one point buying me a bunch of drinks, going back to her place and failing to do the deed because I was too drunk, sobered up half way through, put on some clothes, and bolted.
I find it even hard sometimes to tell myself I love this girl, which I think I might. Are we m