FollowingFlaky

I hope this is ok to ask.

I'm (54f) a little confused, and I don't know how to ask this question I have to Google, so maybe someone here can tell.

I'm about a year post menopause, I have a pretty cool life, but my childhood was a fever dream of a life. I was on my own by the time I was 14, so I never had the mental health direction from parents or siblings that I probably needed.

I'm not very affectionate, I don't have strong feelings about anything, but I know where I get this from. I realize too little emotion isn't good either, but I can't help it right now.

So I'm pretty chill mostly, but once in a while, I feel weepy and mad, everything just feels gross and wrong, it's hard to hold

We don't really know what even happened yet, but one thing I know, President Biden impressed the shit out of me tonight. He dropped everything and made sure that Donald Trump was okay, regardless of how much Donald Trump has actively tried to ruin his family's life for his own ends up until now.

That's the man that I want leading the country.

You guys.

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My husband (M42) & I (F52) have been married 5 years, together for 11.

I have an inside joke with myself that I have never, not one time, turned my hubbs down for sex when makes a move on me lol

No, I'm not saying yes every time bc I feel pressured or whatever, it's bc my husband knows when to ask. He knows when I need it, he knows when it's not a good idea to try, when it would seem disrespectful, when it's going to knock me out of my menopause rage lol

Pay attention to each other. That's all it takes.

Hi all.

I have had this dream, or, not the same dream, but in the same place, since I was a toddler.

I'm climbing around the ruins of what seems to be a wrecked cruise ship. There's dark, deep waves of water below, so in the dream, I know I can't fall or I'm a goner.

The reason I'm convinced it's a cruise ship is because there are broken down product displays with water logged items still on them, and I see band instruments floating in the water.

In the dream I'm climbing around, I'm dirty and hurt and tired, but I seem to be ok with it, like I'm used to it. I always think to be myself, "one day, this thing will land somewhere and I won't have to keep straining to stay in the rafters".