I was an OpenAI fan from the beginning and saw it as the clear frontier.
Recently, I've started losing confidence.
I bought the x20 plan to finish an important project faster, but the experience somehow feels worse than what I had for $20 just a month ago. The limits feel tighter, and since 5.5 I haven't seen meaningful improvements for my actual work.
I also don't understand why I need Luna, Sol, Terra, Astra, each with several effort levels. I don't want 20 gears. I want one model that simply works.
That pushed me to try alternatives. DeepSeek showed me that open models are already surprisingly competitive (at least better than luna max at every way), and now there's Opus 5.5 too.
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