I was with my ex for 3 years. Good looking, fit, white, dark hair, but short. We met at work and I was super young and really wanted to experience a relationship. He fell hard for me and so did I, but he was quite insecure and it eventually started to turn me off.
I knew this hot mixed guy who was trying to fuck me for years and something about him made me crazy. I did basically everything but suck or fuck him, and we would sext all the time. At this point our relationship was breaking up for several reasons. My ex would always accuse me of wanting black men… staring at them etc. I’m not saying I was in the right for lusting but I couldn’t help it.
I finally broke up with him, which broke