Jeordidicus

K so today's word is clarity. I've been confused since day one and still am. I don't play games. I don't do puzzles. I can't understand the hints. Not reading between lines. If there's something to say and someone to say it to, do it. How? Phone numbers and front doors are how. Stupidity and emotions get in the way and muddy the waters. Plus, some may be banned and can't comment even if they get it or not. The void of filling in the blanks can be filled with all sorts of negativity, especially with the broken head I possess. The guessing, the not knowing... it's all killing me. How can one make a move or choice when the variables aren't presented. Gaw! 🤬😭

I get so sad reading these. Thinking they're for me. And if not, how sad for others that they rely on anonymity to speak desire and passion that for whatever the reason they cannot elsewhere. Life's so short and we are aleays going to have regrets, so why not lessen the number. Knowing the truth is greater than secrets keeping us sick. Set those thoughts and words free like a fire. Maybe they will join you and toast marshmallows. Maybe they won't. But I bet others will. More the merrier at the campsite. 🤪

Past, present and future. I wish the changes of time, feeling, or distance didn't separate our communication and presence. Or that certain stigmas, relationships, and careers didn't get in the way of our bonds. That broken hearts and connections didn't last forever leaving only dusty memories so long in the past that I can only recall blurred faces and faulted voices. I come to realize I am far from perfect and in rebuilding my throne reflect often on all of you. Times that were good, instead of the bad. Lessons that linger as I stumble along. Almost as if you are all so far away as I try and catch up.

Im not a millionaire, but if I could, I'd buy coffee to meet and reminisce. A pastry t

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picks at it 🤪

ALWAYS needs his lionesses, and his homes. Even those damn cackling hyena lol

ALWAYS needs his lionesses, and his homes. Even those damn cackling hyena lol

Run to me

It's over? Wtf was all of that anyway

I don't know what's happening, but its like I'm being cut off from the world. I could list all the happenings that would make me sound paranoid and delusional, but I won't. I'll most likely end up incarcerated in the end. I hate that I can't get a hold of anyone but I hate even more how stupid I am and can't figure out what's happening to me. I deleted all my socials though, days ago. Don't even read the subs or follow bread crumbs. Can't handle the cloak and dagger cryptic thing going on. Ran out of food days ago. No money.

Why does it seem like I'm being tormented?

The feels.

Still too early. To find out if I frenched my sister lea, though. Cheers for no star wars endung, yeah?

I guess I really was the problem.