Lydia--charming

I hate trying to think of what to buy and I buy too much just to see and it all goes bad I hate going shopping for it (I use pickup services when possible) I hate trying to think of things my kids will eat (they won’t) I hate trying to cook because I always fuck something up and it’s ruined and I just throw it away I hate throwing things away every other year that have expired 2-4 years ago

I hate food

I need to stop feeling ashamed for buying takeout I guess? But every budget person and health person says that is wrong. They can either tell me how to do it, or fuck off!

It wasn’t as bad when I was married, at least he could cook. I can’t cook, organize, and can barely clean. I hate the

I moved 2 years ago. Was just looking at when a package I’m escorting will be delivered. Said it was left on doorstep yesterday. I’m an idiot. I don’t even know how it happened but there goes the money down the drain. I don’t know how (or have “interest in” trying to contact whoever lives there now! I just want to call myself a bunch of names and cry.