ManlySyrup

I came back home after a two-week trip to Japan just 4 days ago and I've been a sad sack of potatoes ever since. I can't stop thinking about my time there and it's consuming me. I get teary every single day... ridiculous, I know.

For me it wasn't just going to Japan to see the sights and buy merch; I actually studied the language really hard for a few months and visited friends and family in Tokyo. It was my first time ever in the country and while I've seen multiple videos and read countless stories about Japan, it was very different to experience it first-hand. To say my time there was magical would be an understatement.

How do I cope with this feeling? I can't even fully get back on my

I've since obtained Spanish citizenship and am ESTA-eligible. How likely is it to be denied if I apply now? It's been two years since I got my last visa denial. A lot of people here suggest I'm ineligible for an ESTA forever, while others have successfully obtained an ESTA with previous denials and no prior travel history to the US.

Any tips or suggestions are welcome.