Messiah

Has anyone gone ven these a shot? They actually have a history involving ketamine and LSD. Not gonna find that too easily, and honestly kind of looking for something other than drugs to help me out. https://www.healthline.com/health/sensory-deprivation-tank#benefits

My brain and mental health are looking to be the thing that is letting me know I can't continue down this path. My overall well-being has taken a hit. I keep taking breaks and then cutting back, but I'm just going on circles dancing around the issues here. I'm just in some shitty situations that aren't going to be ready to ride out for another 11 months, but things will take a turn for the better. Debating going to meetings. Having a support network is a good idea, but talking about or listening to others talk about drugs for an hour kind of has a tendency to leave me stuck thinking about them. At least I have therapy tomorrow. There's going to be plenty to talk about

My memory of old tunes is not what it used to be. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCL-aX2D2k4

Going to London to catch Dr Meaker do the live act thing, then going to travel a bit and fly back home the next weekend. Never booked my return yet. Been to London, but never Bristol. Was wondering if there is anything going on that first weekend. If so, I will definitely make the trip over there before I head home.

I keep "relapsing" every so often, but if I'm being honest, I never really quit. I always held reservations. I tore through at least an ounce in a week, and the stomach pain I have experience is back and worse than ever. Always seemed mostly related to my bile system, but it's seriously inflamed just below the breast bone. I think my whole stomach is inflamed. I had to come clean w the people I can get it from. Neither are bad people, despite being dealers. I currently hold no reservations or intentions to come back to it, but damn is this morning difficult. I know use will temporarily stop the pain, and I've been starting my mornings off with it since Sunday last week except for 2 days. I w

Every single person needs to go. Good ones will go too, which is unfortunate, but we need to reboot the system. Enough is enough. Clean the house. This is how you drain the swamp!
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I have a VST that comes with a file I can edit to allow CCs to control the patch browsing buttons. I have buttons labeled as such on my Panorama P6. I set them, and it works in Ableton, but not in Reason. I can click remote and map a CC that way for most things, but not those buttons. Will reason just not pass CC data along to the VST without going through the remote button to map them?

There's a lot of stars and we all have a roles to play. What one are you? I am on the brink.