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I’m so tired.

I wake up everyday already drained, go to a job that takes everything out of me, then come home, lay in bed and cry myself to sleep. I did everything I was supposed to do. I worked so hard in college, gave it my all, graduated with an almost perfect GPA, thinking it would lead somewhere better.But somehow I ended up here, overworked, underpaid, and stuck. I’m also one of the people who gets the heaviest workload at my job, and it feels like no matter how much I give, it is never really enough.

I tried looking for another job and i applied to lots and lots of other jobs. I also prepare so well for interviews. I spend hours and sometimes days getting ready, thinking through ev

Life is so absurd. I work hard, I try, I study, I do everything and still it never goes my way. Other people do less and get more. I am not jealous tho. Maybe in a way i am. I am just mad that i work my ass off only to get the bare minimum in life. How do i cope?

I don’t feel loved-never have and never will. I work a job I hate and i am too old to change careers. I missed out on so many things as a child and as a teenager, i am always anxious , exhausted and tired. I am in therapy but it feels useless. I have been in therapy for years and have been on and off medications, yet I don’t get better. I know i am not disciplined enough to fix any of this, and that makes everything harder to bear. My parents were emotionally abusive to the extent i still carry their pain and scars but my life looks perfect from the outside, and that makes me feel guilty for struggling so much inside.

I have struggled with self hatred for as long as i can remember. I am slowly making progress and getting better, but there are times when i get so consumed by self loathing that i just want to die and the slightest implication of comparison or being perceived as “not good enough” tears me apart

So I have an Android phone and I want to get a new phone. Iphone 13 is much cheaper But it's older and I am confused wether iphone 15 is worth the extra money. Also, is there a possibility that if I wait a few months, iphone 15 price might drop?

I am torn between the black, white and pink options for iphone 13.

Which color is more resistant to paint chipping?

So I really want to start wearing makeup but I am really anxious because I'm waaaaaaaaay older than the typical age when women begin. With so many YouTube tutorials and makeup products available, I'm unsure where to begin.

I'm thinking of starting with mascara, blush, concealer, and lip gloss. Do I need a primer? I prefer not to use foundation, and I'm unsure about choosing between powder or cream blush and stuff like that. Any guidance on selecting products and finding the right shade for me would be appreciated.

Thank you for your help.

How do you guys feel about this quote? Is it possible to be honest and kind at the same time?

He hurt me so much. When I talked to him about the things he did that hurt me.He used everything I said to let me know he still loves his ex. He made it painfully clear that I helped him realize he treated her the same way and that's why she left him. He was so full of regrets,not for breaking my heart, but for realizing why she left him. He makes excuses for her but blames me for everything.

After things didn't workout the first time, I was determined to move on and let him go. But what did he do ? He held onto me only to break my heart once again. I admit it's partly fault because I was too weak to walk away.

I wish I could hate him for what he put me through, if I could direct all

But that wouldn't mean shit to you. Today I passed by the place where you and i would wait together for my bus and I couldn't stop my tears from falling down my cheeks . I was heartbroken the whole ride. I arrived home and completely broke down, I wish I could tell you how much I miss you. While I still see you everyday , we are distant and I can't look you in the eye without my heart breaking. I would probably leave in a month or two and I won't get to see your face again. I would probably still see you in my dreams tho. I wish things were different. I love you.

I knew you were hurting and I was aware of how much that break-up had shattered you but I couldn't keep my feelings hidden any longer. I am so sorry. I really am. I genuinely wish I wasn't that selfish. I wish I could go back in time and undo what I had done

I understand that you were confused, but You gave me hope and you lead me on. You were still emotionally attached to your ex, yet you lacked the courage to tell me. I had to confront you. I always do.

When I finally gained the strength to let you go, you didn't allow me to do so. you held onto me, I must admit that it was partly my fault for being too weak to walk away.However, in the end, you left me .How could you toy with my

I just don't get it. I give and give and give and I lovingly do so, but it seems to me that people tend to overlook my kindness and not appreciate my efforts. I take a look around and can't help but notice that people who are rarely kind or rarely do something for others, get treated with so much respect and when they do something nice, they are held in high regard.