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I dreamt about him last night... sigh... we didn't even talk . He was a stranger that passed me by...

Day by day I'm gaining strength to bring myself to him. Something is letting me know to trust the timing, and to trust he'll see me.

I love him. I do.

Even platonically.

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Sting : Shape of My Heart...

I don't know why this song crossed my heart while thinking of the lyrics. Don't fully understand the lyrics, but I connected...

Enjoy, and feel free to share a song that reminds you of your twinflame connection.

Exactly. Me and my twin flame are stuck with phenomena and pain. We see strange things, he Astral projects to me, I see him. He stalks me. I need him . Even as a friend.

I have subconscious memories of being his rib. I've seen a life time where I grew up with him as my high-school sweetheart. We are different races, but have a similar eys and a gaze...

I've had psychosis and ended up in the mental ward for weeks at a time .

I've felt him telepathically speak my native language. How?

.......

We don't ask for this. It doesn't introduce itself. It's slightly tragic, highly supernatural and extremely uncommon. I'm still in the research phase and have not uttered this to anyone at a

We know people with twin flames are currently going through it.

Please in the comments , feel free to express what isn't the same anymore, what you have lost in yourself.

I'll start.

I lost my love of being beautiful and dressed up. Now I bath just for hygiene purposes. That's it.

I have lost my love for nature. I know. Nature, innocent nature. I dont want to be seen by a tree or a bird. I am ashamed and feel humiliated that I will never get closer with my twin flame or even get closure.

I find no use in being in the world. Not even travel entices me.

Money, I hate it. It's a waste of my time.

I hate waking up. . . And not knowing when I'll see him again.

I've lost even my

My crush my gorgeous crush. You look at me and I see my soul mirrored in you.

I know you feel it too... you see it too.

The universe keeps telling me to go. Reach out. Go where we first met and see if you're there. Talk, smile and perhaps get closure.

But my pride won't let me. I feel like the universe wants to humiliate me. Wants to watch me wear my best platonic outfit, pick the best day with the best placements of planets, all to arrive there and not find you.

Ha ! Never. Not a chance. I will sit in my darkness, sit in this pain of missing a complete stranger. . . I will suffer , live a grey life and even stay inside during the summers. . .

I won't be a laughing stock. It's

Today I shaved my head.

I shaved my head

to prepare for my lobotomy—

to have the gray matter

that holds the memory of you

erased.

Today I shaved my head

to erase my memory.

I shaved my head

to erase my beauty,

for I know you remember me—

and my beauty,

my hair.

Today I shaved my head

because I know you remember my beauty,

and I can feel you remembering me.

Erase me.

Erase me from your memory.

Today I shaved my head

as a fresh start—

to erase the old me,

birth the new me,

a bird in the rising.

Today I shaved my head.

I heard someone say " if you have to ask if you might have met your twin flame, then thats probably not the case"

this truth rang so loud in my face.. I was always a skeptic of this whole twin flame thing. soul mates ? yes. twin flames ? reaching. . then I saw him. souls recognized each other. I am fighting through tears on this part berths is where my energy just got completely crushed and hypnotized by this human that emits LIGHT from his aura I've never seen LIGHT on a person like that. we recognized each other.

but being the married woman I am, I appreciated the wonder in his aura and kept it moving. I would have forgotten him as any other stranger..

until he... he felt compell

My husband had gone to the store on Friday. He got his check, and we had a fun day planned where we would be eating a favorite meal because I hadn't cooked in so long, so he was buying the ingredients I had asked for, lamb, mashed potatoes, and broccoli, and I was gonna prepare it. He finally arrived home from the grocery store, and I cooked the meal. While cooking the meal, his mother arrived from work and knocked on the door. I opened the door and invited her and let her in. My husband was with his grandma in the room. He came out with his bottle of vodka and put it on the treadmill that was in the living room, which is where his mom and him were standing. I went in to take the bottle of v

your long distance partner of 2 and a half years that you've never met in perosn tattoos your name on his ring finger ?

I rememeber (31f) when i was pregnant. i thought my husband (31m) and i were going through a rough time, meanwhile he had a secret venmo sending money for tacos to some woman. i also found explicit texts with this woman and talks about brith conrol. i honestly feel spritually raped. You know, last year i so painfully denied my crush a chance to talk to me fearing my husband's fist. thinking it's all or nothing .

i just want to run to my crush's arms and cry to him. he works in a serious industry but i know his name.. i need him.. he saw the pain in my eyes.. he's the only one meant to save me..

i wonder, does my husband hit her too? the other woman?

i feel rage. i feel anger and broke