Opening-Two6723

I want some fresh gear, like all of it. I want to buy it all at once. The castle is all I can relate it to.

I took a break 5 years after developing my own web applications.

Mongo, Express, Vanilla JS, and Node. I deploy using Linode VMs and apache2 reverse proxy.

Before my break, I was dabbing in blender and threeJS. I created Matchmaking and state management all on this stack.

My bandwidth is maxed and I am hitting a mental gridlock......where should I focus? should i press on android or apple porting? Is there a path to getting something deployed to steam if i went meta games using electron?

I jist want a viable path for my next phase. Im interested in solo games dev. I also may just create 1000 tools and Jonny Applebee's them across a bunch of domains on the web. Help.

I'm looking through the TV menu for something to watch. My thought: "thank God bluey is playing, oh shit they're all asleep....I can watch whatever I want"

It's a reminder that my brain never really clocks out as a parent.