OzNeck

for context, we've been dating for about 9 months now. at the start of the relationship, we were telling each other about how forever everything feels, and how everything just feels like everything is happening at the right place and the right time and how compatible everything is. this went on the next few months, and in my case, until a couple of days ago.

when i said forever and "ride or die" i meant it. but recently she and i had a little spat, and she told me she doesn't really have a reason to be with me, she just wants to.

i was a little hurt by that, and i told her that it scared me because how am i meant to know that just doesn't go away some day? i thought she was going to say, w

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person b: *also roleplay action but in response and involves hand holding or something i believe.* "oh my gosh, we should kiss, i think i'm in love with you."

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everything is so bullshit. i don't care about anything anymore. i don't have the energy. i don't want to care anymore. i will always lose. i always do. i will never have a win a day in my life. fuck the world. fuck everything. i am the butt of the joke. it's like im some kind of cosmic prank. i hate it all.

i really wanna jump off my balcony right now.

a little over two months ago, i was so ready to give up dating. got out of a year long relationship, had a few others before that, and all of them went up in smoke. the other person just got bored, and no matter how hard i tried, it ended badly.

cut to now. i'm with someone new, someone great, someone amazing. she brings me so much joy and i love her with every fiber of my being. i am so obsessed with her and she feels just as obsessed with me. when we fight, we communicate, and try to resolve things. there are bumps, but they feel so small in comparison to the happiness she gives me that it is basically effortless to be with her.

tldr; i found someone so great and i just wanted to share i

i hate myself. im such a failure. i will never be good. i am such a pathetic waste of fucking space and i dont deserve to be alive. i hate being alive. i think that every waking moment is so painful and that i should kill myself.

why cant i move past this? why is this the hardest thing ive ever done? i dont know if i hate the universe or if i hate u, or if this is all an in the moment feeling. i hate feeling this way so much, i feel like my life isnt mine anymore.

it's barely been a day since we broke it off. i've had breakups before, but this one hurts the most because it's no one's fault. you just missed home, and i couldn't come with you.

i will miss you. i already do. i miss thinking about you all the time, i miss wondering what you're doing, i miss thinking about your guinea pigs. i miss hearing your voice and seeing your skile, and holding you. i miss when we'd stay in and eat, while watching a movie or a youtube video. i miss sharing my life with you. i love you in a thousand unsaid ways and these are just a few.

what we had was good, great even; and the best relationship ive ever been in. people will always say good things have to end, but i