Piszoncat

how can i tell someone irl that i hear voices/noises,see shadow ppl,thoughts of hurting ppl/animals,thoughts of mutilating myself,and running away into a forest. been dealing with thus for past couple of months and only people irl ive told/know about some of this is my mom and i wanna tell more people cause ik i need help but dont want it and idk what to do anymore so advice is appreciated

had a dream where i was running away from a place but once i got out i saw my mom but she drove off and i tried following but then i saw a car behind me so i went into the park and they kept following me but then i got onto of a train but then saw ppl with nets chasing me. i remember seeing something about having dreams about people chasing you but dont remember what it was

loooking for acoustic guitar free jazz or normal jazz songs

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already heard bands like niiice.,pierre,heart to gold,and bugsy. i really like pierre and niiice. wanted to find bands like them that are still active

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i was feeling good today then i felt like complete shit and cut myself alot and just had real bad ptsd attack and cut myself real deep while crying in corner of my closet. idk what to feel other i should keep going and i wanna just keep isolating myself

was wondering if anyone has MP3 for the army of me cover

i love how depressing it is and the atmosphere is just perfect would love to more like it and get into deathgrass and dark folk