I've done everything. I lose weight. i become gentleman.i buy flowers.i buy chocolate.i cook for her. Ive done everything.
Every relationship i started always end up em going with the other man. Idk man..its like it felt like its in my grasp but but something make it let away.
Its always an occurance where girls approach me at unexpected time where i dont expect it. But when i commited they go away.
The trauma in me make it worse. Its not about relationship but i use to train a lot to get into army recruit. Like i almost feel like dying to the point i would starve myself to pass the bmi.im an overweight and it took me 2 years just to get through the bare minimum passing weight.And well i