Rob_Walker

I have been a lurker on a separate account and have posted and commented here a few times years ago on this account. I hope this is an appropriate place to post this. I have recently found out... I'm personally and legitimately a late bloomer, not asexual.

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For some minor background, I'm an MtF trans person who started taking T-blockers and Estradiol patches a little more than a year ago. Personally, growing up male, I've always despised having a high libido and I thought that meant I was asexual for the longest time. This therapy has made me realise that I just felt uncomfortable with having sex or sexual thoughts with a male hormone level. Now with my chemistry reconfigured,

I didn't expect to notice any changes at all.

Emotionally, I feel looser. I tear up a little more (especially when I yawn). I can tear up on command unlike before. It takes a few seconds, but I can do it now. I don't have the urge to pound my chair arm when mad at a video game (I know that is a bad habit, but I do think the estrogen helps). Even the people who I live with say I am more calm overall already.

I don't notice too many psychical changes. I hope I'm not finding things that aren't there. But, my arms do seem A LITTLE less dense with visible dark hair. But I think I'm seeing things in this regard.

My skin definitely feels drier than before. My body odor changed within only three

You know that subscription. Probably forgotten. You're not really using it. It's sucking up money from your account that could be put into other things.

If you leave it, the amount of money you lose will get larger and larger.

For me it was Audible. For you, it could be something different.

For the love of God, unsubscribe.

Isn't that right fellow menstruators???

That's because the 40% that would become one kill themselves before they get a chance to.