Saskuk

I’m a 38yo male. Live in remote Alaska. Been addicted to prescription pills for 12 years. I’ve been an alcoholic my entire adult life(haven’t drank in almost a year). Thought I should put this relevant info on here. This is not a throwaway acct so I hope that doesn’t end my career. Have had suicidal thoughts starting as a teen(although I haven’t had them in at least 9 years. Thanks to my son) Something I didn’t add. Which in my head I count as my biggest factor. I got a new position, but within the same… place. Guess I have t held back so let me just say what. I worked as a custodian for this schoo for years. Amazing job. Kindergarten -12 grade. About 100 kids. Then I got into maintenan

The boredom. The daily grind of a job that’s meaningless. Looking forward to a weekend that I’ll hopefully not remember. I’m not going to stop because i can face myself the day after.

I hate that I’m “the coolest person” when I’m drunk, but right now i see it all.. every time.

The day after is always my most thoughtful.

The day after i understand.

I know i have a problem right now, but at work tomorrow I’m quiet. I’m doing tasks to make time “fly” to get home to my family that loves me.

They are my life. I work a job that i feel I don’t understand, but on Friday they leave me alone.

I’m friendly yesterday, but today give me a “fixer” or give me nothing. Just let me be me.

People

hello operators,

i work in a small school district and another site is having issues with tthm. hoping someone might have a step in the right direction for this site. been a few years since ive done anything involving a book as our plants are mostly automated. most sites draw well water so im not sure where organics might come from. i have to check, but im pretty sure it is membrane at their plant. pre treat with permaganate and poly aluminum chloride sulfate, then through membrane and cl and P04 added after. any help is appreciated

As of the 15th of the coming month I will be giving up the broom and moving to maintenance. The maintenance mechanic 1(head of maintenance). After 6.5 years of custodial practitioner, janitor of you want to be a dick about it😄, I applied for the opening. I have been working 1 hour as an assistant maintenance mechanic for 3 years the rest of my time as a custodian. I have hard days ahead, but I am ready. I will never forget the long days and nights I’ve had cleaning for mostly ungrateful students. They helped to make me stronger after all. I hope you guys the best in all your endeavors. I’ve never posted here, but I felt part of something when I joined the sub a while back so I wanted to tha