Sevenrowsback

I am struggling with the world today. The way things seem, this is going to get a lot worse here as time goes on. But my biggest struggle is understanding purpose. Why does it seem like this? Why is it this way? I’m suspicious that I might be depressed and I’m reluctant to get work through that if that’s the case but thought this might be a good pulse check. It may not seem that bad and somewhat hopeless.

I have nobody to talk to about these kinds of things that I'm aware of, so I'm sharing my story of how my deconstruction started for the first time.

About 4 years ago I sort of began to "wake up" so they say. It isn't uncommon to find derelict cemeteries at the edges of fields, or sometimes in the middle of fields on the top of high points or hills. I was soil sampling in a field one day late in the fall after the crop had been harvested when I came upon one of these old family cemeteries. I always found it taboo for some reason to venture into these small, unkept areas of peace but that day I decided to step over the rusted rot iron fence that surrounded the group of 10 or 11 headstones

I have no idea which community to put this under. I have a 7 yo that is struggling with squeezing or closing the glove to catch the ball. Currently using a 10.5” Rawlings. I work with the glove a lot with a ball mallet, oiled it a couple of times. It’s pretty broken in.

What are some things I can work on him with to improve the closing of the glove/squeezing?

The flair says “orgasm issues” but I wouldn’t necessarily call it an issue, but I am curious about it. My wife can only cum once during sex. We’ve been married for 13 years, we have a great sex life. I can get her off in 3-4 minutes every time, sometimes I edge her a couple of times before she gets there. Worked my butt off trying to get that second one for years. She audibly sounds like she’s close and she says she still loves it and it feels great, but she can’t cum twice. I assume this is a common thing but I’m not sure and just curious.

I kind of forgot that my parents 40th anniversary is this year. My wife and I live a little ways from there, going home to celebrate the 4th of July. Not looking for anything crazy, but looking for creative last minute ideas to do or gifts to buy that they would like? I realize this is very general, but if I get an idea, I can likely think of how to apply it to them in a personal way. I am not creative at all when thinking about these kinds of things. Thank you!!

The other day I found a device that you can hang over the side of a bathtub and it creates a couple of jets that circulate the water and I suppose feel nice (I purchased it as a random gift for my wife). I'm curious of items you've purchased that make you feel good, improve your relaxation, or brings some other kind of comfort. (examples might be a vibrating massager, a small tub to soak your feet in, a supplement that you swear by to bring comfort/relaxation, something that eases muscle soreness, etc.).

Whether I am meeting a man or a woman I always without many exceptions reach out to shake their hands. I’m 38 (m) and have done this most of my life that I can remember. Does anyone else do this? I always felt awkward when I would shake women’s hands when I was in my 20s and would think “you idiot” to myself.

I’m interested to know if women find it odd when men shake their hands when it’s a casual meet or not (I’m sure it’s fine professionally). Do women mind shaking men’s hands or is it not necessary, unwanted, etc?

I've struggled with the concept of integration for a few months now. What does integration mean? For instance, when people say that you need to "integrate your shadow self" what does that mean? Can you give me an example for your own experience about what you found, and how exactly you integrated it?

Hey guys, it’s me, sevenrowsback, I haven’t watched or listen to the show for about a month now. I just lost my connection. It’s changed enough that I don’t recognize a lot of it anymore. I’m happy for them and hope they have continued success, I can’t say anything negative about the show. It’s evolved and they know what they are doing. I think my recent hiatus has been because there is, or has been anyway, very little consistency with the crew that’s on the show on a daily basis. In top of that, I really don’t enjoy the days where big parts of the core are out (Dan, Stu, Mike, Roy, Billy, Chris).

Also, have any projects been released by meadowlark yet? I have been under the impression tha

I'm curious about the pace of everyone's journey. I have noticed over the last couple of years when I started having epiphanies and putting pieces of THE puzzle together that I almost always go through periods of pretty intense learning & growth, which are always followed by periods where I need to just drop it and "touch grass" because it's so jarring and disorienting. I grasp it as it comes, but I tend to get overwhelmed. I've never talked to anyone about it, so I assume this is at least somewhat common, but I'm curious about your journey. Do you tend to follow my wave-like pattern or do you find that you are on a gentle slope that you can just stay on? The way I think about it is that the

Saw the video a month or two ago and I didn’t initially like it. It didn’t click with me, might have been visuals in that video were distracting or what. Listened to it a 5-6 times in headphones since then and damn… I don’t think I’ve ever heard a band make a song hit so different from the original. It seems like this cover matches the lyrics more than the original did IMO. Kind of a new FIR fan, but holy shit this song blows me away. The emotion is so incredibly raw.