Shadows802

I have been having alot of medical issues lately which has caused my weight to increase to 655. Dr says he doesnt really see me living past 45 at this rate.

Everything hurts all the time, and I feel like there is no energy at all anymore. Love life is nonexistent. As for work, I have been stuck to doing call center jobs for the last 10 years. And everyday is doing 80+ calls, of which it's really same 2-3 conversations. Over and over. I feel like im going insane.

With the potential of not living past 45, I am torn on whether I should even bother or should I change things around.

Hello I have been sick causing me to miss work and I need some help getting the last bit of rent to avoid eviction.

I just need to make rent. I have tax return and paycheck that will be available by 04/23/26.

A little short on Rent due to illness this month.

I have 2 references already, I need a third. Its customer service helping with medicaid eligibility. I need this to avoid being homeless.

I go to work. Deal with the random stuff all day, essentially being quizzed all day long. Then I go home, and watch TV. I have no Friends, no romantic interests, no desire to find a romantic interest not that I could if I wanted. I work just to pay bills. So what's the point of dealing with everyone's crap and nothing else in my life?

N.C.C. Flattop