u/SillyFile9235
God is a cruel sadistic piece of shit. He doesn't love me. He doesn't care about me. He wants only to cause me pain. He WANTS me to relapse. He WANTS me to kill myself. I am not going to give him that satisfaction. I am not alive because of him, i am alive DESPITE him. I am alive because i hate him, too, and i will NEVER give him what he wants. If he was a human being, i would twist his head until it pops like a zit, and then i would fuck his skull like a pig because I HATE HIM.
God is a cruel sadistic piece of shit. He doesn't love me. He doesn't care about me. He wants only to cause me pain. He WANTS me to relapse. He WANTS me to kill myself. I am not going to give him that satisfaction. I am not alive because of him, i am alive DESPITE him. I am alive because i hate him, too, and i will NEVER give him what he wants. If he was a human being, i would twist his head until it pops like a zit, and then i would fuck his skull like a pig because I HATE HIM.
Ok story time. I asked a girl out, we hit it off, but she's really busy and doesn't have time for a relationship so she says she wants to be friends. At first im super depressed, i guess because i got my hopes up, but still its ridiculous to cry over something this trivial. But eventually i come around to the idea and we hang out a bit as friends. Then i start to convince myself that she's stringing me along for the attention (shes in rotc which means she has a lot of guy friends but i started to believe she was doing the same thing to them and it was all some sort of twisted game to her). So i talk to her about it and she understandably gets pissed, says she doesn't want to be friends anymo
Ok story time. I asked a girl out, we hit it off, but she's really busy and doesn't have time for a relationship so she says she wants to be friends. At first im super depressed, i guess because i got my hopes up, but still its ridiculous to cry over something this trivial. But eventually i come around to the idea and we hang out a bit as friends. Then i start to convince myself that she's stringing me along for the attention (shes in rotc which means she has a lot of guy friends but i started to believe she was doing the same thing to them and it was all some sort of twisted game to her). So i talk to her about it and she understandably gets pissed, says she doesn't want to be friends anymo
Ok story time. I asked a girl out, we hit it off, but she's really busy and doesn't have time for a relationship so she says she wants to be friends. At first im super depressed, i guess because i got my hopes up, but still its ridiculous to cry over something this trivial. But eventually i come around to the idea and we hang out a bit as friends. Then i start to convince myself that she's stringing me along for the attention (shes in rotc which means she has a lot of guy friends but i started to believe she was doing the same thing to them and it was all some sort of twisted game to her). So i talk to her about it and she understandably gets pissed, says she doesn't want to be friends anymo
Ok story time. I asked a girl out, we hit it off, but she's really busy and doesn't have time for a relationship so she says she wants to be friends. At first im super depressed, i guess because i got my hopes up, but still its ridiculous to cry over something this trivial. But eventually i come around to the idea and we hang out a bit as friends. Then i start to convince myself that she's stringing me along for the attention (shes in rotc which means she has a lot of guy friends but i started to believe she was doing the same thing to them and it was all some sort of twisted game to her). So i talk to her about it and she understandably gets pissed, says she doesn't want to be friends anymo
Ok story time. I asked a girl out, we hit it off, but she's really busy and doesn't have time for a relationship so she says she wants to be friends. At first im super depressed, i guess because i got my hopes up, but still its ridiculous to cry over something this trivial. But eventually i come around to the idea and we hang out a bit as friends. Then i start to convince myself that she's stringing me along for the attention (shes in rotc which means she has a lot of guy friends but i started to believe she was doing the same thing to them and it was all some sort of twisted game to her). So i talk to her about it and she understandably gets pissed, says she doesn't want to be friends anymo
Ok story time. I asked a girl out, we hit it off, but she's really busy and doesn't have time for a relationship so she says she wants to be friends. At first im super depressed, i guess because i got my hopes up, but still its ridiculous to cry over something this trivial. But eventually i come around to the idea and we hang out a bit as friends. Then i start to convince myself that she's stringing me along for the attention (shes in rotc which means she has a lot of guy friends but i started to believe she was doing the same thing to them and it was all some sort of twisted game to her). So i talk to her about it and she understandably gets pissed, says she doesn't want to be friends anymo