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Today makes the last day of my attempt to not masturbate for the entirety of January 2019. I have succeeded.

At the beginning of the month I identified a goal to use this as an opportunity to better understand myself sexually. I was able to achieve that. I do not believe that I have a pornography addiction, but that there were things I was looking at that didn’t portray realistic sex and I will work harder in the future to identify when this is occurring and move along to a better video.

I personally do not feel any other benefits from my NoFap experiment. Interestingly though I don’t feel the strong sense of need to masturbate as soon as I can do it again either. I am one hour away from i

I threw my old ones away, but now I've found a video that would benefit greatly from this effect.

I'm looking for a physical store I could go into today and purchase them from.

Close towards Ipswich would be preferred, but I'll consider other options.

Thanks for any suggestions!

In the past year I have gained 35kg.

I don't have any excuses for it.

I am not a failure, but I have failed this.

I had a bunch of excuses for why this wasn't a problem lined up to share, but they are just that... excuses.

It doesn't matter how much weight I've lost previously. All that matters is that I gained this much weight this quickly.

I used to watch "The Biggest Loser" and other shows, look at their weight loss and think to myself, "that's not going to end well." Little did I know that the same would ring true for me.

I gained weight just as quickly as I had lost it.

Do I consider that progress gone? No. It's not gone. I learned quite a few lessons over the nearly 2 years sinc