To me intimacy is very important. I want to feel like a wife and not a mother 24/7. I try and flirt with my husband and don't get any flirting back. I try to initiate sex and get reject all the time. I try and wear clothing that is appealing to my husband, I work out and try to gain weight in those fixated areas. I say, show, and do everything for him to where he doesn't lift a finger. I do all the housework, I'm both mother and father to the kids, I initiate outings, I Carter to his every demand. I let him play his video games 10+ hours a day and let him sleep all day. In the past I felt more desired more connected more intimate more love from him. However, just these past 8 months I've jus
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