And my heart is hurting so badly.
My support system got destroyed this past week along with my relationship, so I’ve been coping with everything mostly alone. I had to file my first protective order on someone which was a horrible experience. I reported the second safety was a problem, got him out of my house, and ended the relationship.
I did everything “right.” I did everything asap and it still didn’t matter. I’m being victim blamed like crazy and lost friends. I’m being horribly manipulated by everyone involved, and it’s lonely.
I’m so sad about all of this loss even though it’s weeding out unhealthy people from my life. I keep cycling between missing them, being angry, depressed,
