Teoshen

Original post here: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1nun628/i_dont_think_im_trans_but_im_something_anyone/

After some more gender experimentation including 6 weeks of trying some E, I am only a little bit closer to knowing anything.

The E was fine (2mg Estradiol 2x/day, 50mg Spiro 2x/day, I told the PP nurse that I wasn't looking to fully reset levels but to get enough to feel something and wanted to avoid the low mood affect of low T). Nips hurt, got the tiniest bit of growth there. Sweat smell disappeared, skin got slightly softer. Did not feel like there was much in the way of mental changes. Took progress pictures and did not notice anything significant (not expecting

Hi yall. Had a bit of an existential crisis last year about identity, got into therapy, dealing with some childhood trauma as well as the "am I trans" question. What feels strange is that I don't really have strong opinions and everything I've tried to decide what gender I feel like mostly comes to a shrug. I grew up very detached from traditional boy experiences/feelings, but it was more not feeling connected to anyone.

AMAB for reference. I've tried crossdressing with breastforms and makeup and all that, and where I was expecting either a rush of euphoria that this felt right, or a big sense of "oh I don't like that" that would help push a decision, I just saw myself in the mirror and tho

So I'm poking around on poe ninja and I am seeing a strange number of elementalist RF players use corrupted soul.

https://poe.ninja/builds/mercenaries?items=Glorious+Vanity&skills=Righteous+Fire&class=Elementalist&keystones=Corrupted+Soul

But I don't see why. They have no significant ES regen, no pious path. It looks good for ehp on paper but they have no ES to split the damage with. What's going on here?

So, 36gallon bowfront. Right now it has a nice little community of 2 honey gouramis, some green kubotai, a clown pleco, and some panda cories and shrimp.

As much as I like the community of fish, when these ones pass, I am wondering what the largest fish I could comfortably fit in a freshwater setup that has a lot of plants.

I am doing a presentation on A. Gemmata and am finding that while Muscaria has tons of cultural significance, Gemmata, with the same compounds, does not. Is it more toxic that makes it unsafe, or grow in different places that made it not as popular?

So our presidential nominee for the Purple party picks a VP, but after securing the nomination for the party, decides they didn't like their VP pick after all. What's the deadline to change their mind? The party is itself a private organization so while it might be against the party's rules, you might still be able to swap the pick. But after submitting the names to the states to get on the ballot, is it possible then to swap picks? After the election but before results?