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After almost nine year, It's about a month and a half since she called off the wedding in October. We had a big fight, and she called off the wedding that morning. She wanted to stay together and work on our issues, and I was so hurt, every thing she said sounded like a lie. It's the second time she called off the wedding, the first being three years ago. It felt like I would never be good enough for her. She says I broke it off, it doesn't feel like it, but I didn't beg her to stay either, just to un-cancel the wedding. I guess marriage ment different things to us. I miss my best friend. I feel so alone, like nothing I do matters anymore if I don't have a future with her. I'm so sad, I miss

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