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i just turned 21 and i’ve been with her for 2 months. we both live in the same apartment building and we are on the same floor.

i have major PTSD from being in the streets since 13. ive seen and done things that would make a horror movie look like a children’s book. i am suicidal and have major depression, anxiety and schizophrenia. (please don’t say that my schizophrenia is making all this up. i take medication and i know 100% this happened)

i have night terrors and 2 night ago i was in bed next to her and she woke up cause i was yelling in my sleep. she told me i was holding my throat and almost strangling myself. (i was dreaming of something that happened to me while i was young that i