TimeResident

The emo stuff looks cool, and like much of gen z, I missed out. We have a pandemic and just in general things have been depressing.

Everyday I walk into a mine field. I don’t know if I’m going to upset someone by accident. I can’t tell if someone is being rude or not. I’ve pissed off so many people and ruined friendships because I can’t read the room. It fucking sucks.

I currently identify as a cis bisexual woman. I’m open to dating people of all genders, cis/trans/non-binary. But not to have sex with. I have felt arousal, but very rarely have I wanted sex. I’ve never dated anyone, let alone have sex with anyone. I’ve covered it as “I’ll take Gods advice and wait until marriage.” I’ve felt romantic towards certain people, even aroused, but never really felt like I wanted physical sex with them.

Also, I should note...sex looks...painful? I can’t even put a tampon in without pain. I’ve tried to masterbate, but it just felt uncomfortable and weird. Slight arousal is ok, but anything beyond that feels painful.

Edit: and like...if you have sex with someone..

Like, bad. REAL bad. Starting with the 10th photo jere is what inspired me to look for other awful designs.

I’m in my early 20’s, and just got an IUD last week. I’m not on it for birth control reasons, but because it’s supposed to help lighten periods and reduce pain.

I’ve tried the pill and patches before, and while they helped, I was still in extreme pain. I know I will have to wait a few months for the effects to kick in, but if in a year or two I’m still in pain, I’m thinking of a hysterectomy.

I don’t plan on ever having kids, so there isn’t any need to keep my reproductive organs.

Think I might do that and just have it on my personal Reddit and then once or twice a year I’ll cross post it to here. Idk. I haven’t slept in almost 24 hours so I don’t know if this is a good idea or not