Weaving_Yarns

In 2009 a cousin whom I was very close to passed away. Growing up, we were attached to the hip. His death affected me very deeply not only because we were close, but also because we both suffered from the same issues. The only difference between the two of us is he chose to "self-medicate" and I didn't. His life was cut short because of his choices. Of course it bothers me alot that his life did not have to go down the path that it did, and had he chose the same path as me he'd still be here today.

Anyway, since his death, I've had countless dreams about him. Most have been pretty disturbing. One in particular, he was very angry and violent and I asked him where he was, and he screamed at