WitchInvasive

This is more of a vent post. I’m a little over two weeks in. I take 5 mg at night. This is my first SSRI that I’ve stuck with.

I feel so sluggish and numb and my anxiety calmed for a few days but now it’s back. I keep hiding out in the bathroom at work and I’m avoiding everyone outside of my kids and husband. I’m too exhausted to fake being normal. I ran into a friend yesterday and there was no way I could escape interacting with her for close to an hour (ran into her on the train and she needed to talk). It was torture having to put that mask back on.

I just hope it gets better soon. I am clawing my way up out of this deep dark hole and some moments it feels impossible that I’ll ever c

Are we really supposed to believe Akinyi got that trashed over ONE drink? And seriously Benjamin. You’re that fucking square, you’re demanding she never drinks again?

What a lame. Their storyline has been beyond weird from her brother to the ever mounting bosses Ben has to beat in order to get to the next level of marrying her to now he’s worried if she moves to the States she’s going to be drunkenly making more margaritas while his son is neglected.

I’m over these two.