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I (18M) had this friend, I won't specify him. Just a couple months ago we were really close, then I developed a very rare branch of schizophrenia after an extreme depressive state and he found out months after I'd developed it. I tried to hide it from him, I don't know how he found out but he did and texted me saying that *if I ever needed to vent, he was there for me*. Fast forward and we were talking (I don't remember what about) but he made a joke about something really traumatic I went through in the past, I told him that the joke made me EXTREMELY uncomfortable and then he left and blocked me. I couldn't tell if he was playing a joke or not so I tried contacting him but nothing. Five

This might be a stupid question, but I have thinner hair and I was wondering if using something like topical minoxidil would be okay. I read that it can increase heart rate and it's sometimes used for blood pressure. (Please let me know if I'm wrong on this) Does anybody else with Marfan syndrome use it for hair and can I get insight?

If this is stupid, please don't come for me. I got my first guitar in 2019 and have had it since then. I started practicing a long time ago but dropped it. I recently picked it up again, just to get the feel to see if I wanted to continue, but now I'm 17 and it's practically impossible for me to play on the guitar I have because it's too small for me. I haven't found a guitar that fits my arms (I have Marfan syndrome and have really long arms) and it's just really uncomfortable and hard to play. Does anybody have any recommendations on guitars that have necks closer to bass length necks?

I couldn't find if this question has been asked before but what do you use to do corpse paint? I have really sensitive skin and can't find any makeup that works for corpse paint. I've tried different things before (including actual paint because I was an idiot) but it all left my face slightly burnt or irritated. If anybody on this sub has recommendations, please let me know.

I don't know if this is a dumb question or not. Whenever I see Photos on here or people meeting manson they're always hugging or just having some form of physical contact. I hate physical contact of any sort so it's not something personal. I want to meet Manson in the future but I'm worried that I'd sound like an asshole if I said I didn't want any sort of physical contact. Has anyone else had an experience like this with Manson or any celebrity in general? Or if anybody has met Manson does he go to hug when you take a picture or ask if that's something you want? I just don't want to sound rude because this is a guy I look up to, but I just get really put of by physical touch by anybody.

A couple days ago, I (17M) went to hospital for a cardiologist appointment. My heart was palpitating, speeding up randomly, slowing down randomly, it randomly hurt like absolute hell and I'd been begging for an appointment. I drove two hours to get there only to be interrupted every time I talked and be told that I'm overreacting and to just add a little bit more salt to my diet. I also mentioned how my pectus deformity was progressing at a very rapid pace and how it was noticably worse than it was even last month. The doctor just insisted it was cosmetic, not even bothering to take a look. The whole ride home I was just mad, I felt like I was talking into a void.

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I (17M) have developed this (strong) belief that I am dead. That my organs are mush, that my brain is dented, that I'm dead and nothing can change my mind. I was so scared to say anything because I didn't want to be called crazy and sent to some sort of hospital. I told my therapist about this, in all seriousness, AND SHE LAUGHED. She took me like a fucking joke. What the hell. She KNEW I was being serious, but all she said was "well, you're not dead". That simple sentence is something I've gotten told before and that shit doesn't work, I am literally dead.

I brought it up because I don't know what this is. (If anybody has any sort of idea on what this could be, please let me know)

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Please, I remember a post on here about a website that made re-prints of the satanic army merch. I can't find this post. I really want a long sleeve satanic army shirt but I can't find any that aren't like $600 bucks. If anybody else remembers that post or knows a site where I can get a bootleg print for less than $100, please let me know.

Please please please, whoever you are, listen to them. Edsel's vocals in "Dream"... That shit makes me foam at the mouth. Please, fellow dope fans, tell me that that song is an absolute masterpiece too. There's something angelic about that shit. 10/10, would recommend, Taylor Swift listeners are missing out big time big time.