Ze_fallen1

I originally gave this profile to my friends so that they could learn about me, but using this app at some point I started having fun with it all and now I feel it’s better to delete this current profile and create a new one completely anonymous. Some people play video games on their phones, others play card games like solitaire but Ive fallen in love with exaggerated posts, having fun and trolling but I think its best to do that anonymously. I originally, willingly shared this profile with them but it’s usefulness has run its course and I will now have fun anonymously. For posterity’s sake I will post this and delete this profile at 4:30 PM Pacific, officially closing this chapter of my lif

So I'm currently wanting to ask out a girl at work, but it's turned out to be way harder than I thought it would be and now I realize I'm going to have to vent about all the factors that are (probably) making it this hard. I've already vented about my childhood trauma and many rejections, so today I want to vent about my recent young adult life. I started working pretty late in life at 22, so that's only 12 years ago. The problem started in the last few years of high school because I had no papers at the time and I saw no future for myself, and I didn't ever tell anyone I had these feelings, so I just felt so hopeless and worthless. Once high school ended I remember spending the next four ye

As usual and a routine at this point I need my post work week vent to go into the weekend at peace. Just now I saw the girl I liked at work, and going into that encounter(if it happened) I kept telling myself to make sure to ask her out because I'm fairly sure she's interested and would say yes. Anyway, I keep going on and on about fear, but what happened tonight made me realize it's more like the fight or flight response, and whenever I'm ready to ask her out I always grow these black feathers and fly away. Tonight, even though I kept telling myself to ask her out beforehand, the circumstances just weren't right. When I saw her we said hello as usual, the problem is that she went past me to

I need my weekly vent to get through the work week. So yesterday I was waiting all day to maybe see the girl I like, but I didn't and it sucks. I like her because she's the one that I can say is actually interested in me. I've never had a gf, and I've only known rejection so at this point I'm just working on myself until I meet someone that shows interest. I remember I liked this girl for months and I couldn't wait to ask her out, but one time I saw her in her car and I was going towards her direction and she just started laughing at me. That's normal for me, random people laugh at me all the time, about once a week, but it just hurt so much that it was from someone I liked for so long. The

So at work the girl I like talked to me, and I'm starting to think she's interested. This is a huge deal for me because I didn't think me having a girlfriend was a possibility any time soon, not until I made waay more money at least but now it may actually happen. After all of my rejections, hardships and struggles I had given up hope of ever having one any time soon, and this journey I set on years ago may finally be coming to an end. I knew getting this type of job where I travel to different locations to increase my odds was a good idea, even if I got it from Howl's Moving Castle where the protagonist lives in a moving house looking for the one to break his curse. I can't even remember th

I just realized that venting on Reddit about all of my emotions is really satisfying so here it goes for this week. I don’t really want to go over my whole backstory on this post so I’ll only write the relevant details otherwise I’ll be here all day. Anyway, I’m the type of person who likes sharing about himself, aside from some specifics here and there, though I will vaguely share everything about myself cause it’s fun. So last night I saw a girl I liked, but whenever I’m near someone I like I grow these black feathers and turn into this giant big chicken and run away, and yes that’s just me having fun and yes that’s a scene from Howl’s Moving Castle. I’ve never been in a relationship and I

Usually I don't like talking about relationships but today I wanted to talk about it because writing clears your head, and you never know there may be someone interested in this topic. Anyway, as I told my coworker once a long time ago, simple, actually able to say it at work answer: I'm a big chicken. There's obviously a long answer filled with detail, but it will always come back to that, sort of an underlying reason for what I do, or at the very least the major or biggest reason. A couple years ago (I don't remember when it was) in my current job I asked a girl out who seemed interested, but she rejected me and I still haven't gotten over it because now I won't ask another girl out unless

She was talking to me earlier tonight and I think she’s interested but I’m not sure. The problem is that I can only be direct, which is just how I am, and I didn’t want to ask her if she’s interested because of the chance I’m reading too much into it as we have known each other for a while. Normally I just wait until a girl shows interest at work, because I’m only there to do my job, nothing more, so I’m planning to just wait to see if she shows any visible signs of interest. Thoughts?

Hello, this post will be a doozy, so please bear with me. I work in the medical field and right now I suspect that there is a psychiatrist stalking me. This obviously already screams of possible mental health issues, however that is the point as I will soon explain. For a few years now I suspect a psychiatrist has been stalking me, through every social media post I make, including reddit and in the online school that I go to. He may have been contracted or is simply helping my employer after I had a break down at work a couple years ago do to, in part, because I was dealing with trauma and was emotionally unstable. A couple days after that breakdown this suspected psychiatrist confronted me,

My job is definitely the most important thing to me so I wanted to get opinions on how others go about this. Currently, I prefer to keep these two things separate because of stories I've heard of others at work... I just like doing my job and being friendly to people, and enjoying my precious time off. The only thing that will even get me to consider getting more personal with a coworker is sex, and even then there's a whole pros and cons list I go through depending on the person and it usually ends up not being worth it, the only times I've consistently been willing to go for it is if she was super pretty, and that's because of how important sex is to me in a relationship, as I see it, if t

This really wouldn’t be an issue if I could go about my day without it affecting anything, but I feel like it does especially around women, whom because of what I went through I have a fear of and hard time getting close to. I try my best to get over that fear but without explaining to them why it’s so hard they naturally think it should be easy, the problem is that I also don’t want to be telling people something that personal but I just wish they understood just how hard this is on me. I’m able to do the job easily and have no problem speaking to women in general, though I always keep a distance that I think they notice. I’ve been trying to ask one out to try to overcome all of this, but i

I work with a lot of people from this community, and because of how I am I feel like they're curious about my own orientation, which I find too complicated to explain to them in professional settings. I find men attractive and if I had a choice I would only hang out with guys with an NFL offensive line build, but the problem is that I don't want anything more than that from them, which I feel makes my situation complicated. I am by nature a very open minded and adventurous person and have been with men in order to follow this attraction, but neither sex nor relationships with them make me happy so I am stuck with only an attraction that is fun but only makes things complicated for me, I feel