_Haunted_Asylum_

I started work again, barely a month in, already feeling horrible. I get paranoia, constant suicidal ideation, and feel so empty inside. I'm at my wits end. I have nothing going on, I do nothing. I know it's all my fault, yet have no idea how to fix it. I had a good job I threw away because I crashed out.

I can't make friends either, I never feel like I can be myself. I feel so different everyday. Wish I was normal. Just a small rant, sorry.

All add-ons are owned and show up installed on Xbox. Yet the dumb POS buggy ah 60fps 10 year old game says not installed on main menu. Never had an issue before, I'm guessing the 76th "update" done goofed it all up somehow.

Sorry for the anger, but ain't no reason for this to be occurring. Just want to load fallout and it's dlcs, it's not like I'm loading up modded New Vegas ffs. Should work no problem.

I have not seen a proper solution posted anywhere yet, hoping someone has an answer. Thanks for helping. I've tried restarting and all of that already. I've Uninstalled and currently trying to reinstall, it's not working lmao. Fuh Bethesda on everything I love, THANK GOD they done lost the

Simply the title. My first job, I was able to just get right into it, not much stress or ill thoughts. Yet, it got worse the longer I was there, leading to me ruining things when I finally got the advancement I wanted.

Onto my second and current job, I haven't even fully started. I'm already in a very ill mindset. Same type of industry. It's really not stress, I guess, just burnout? Yet, I haven't really started; this didn't occur until five months at my old job. I even had a 2 month break from working.

I know work sucks, but I need this job. My market sucks. How do I keep going? I'm really going to lose my mind quickly, I fear. I feel as if I'm not normal.

No matter what I'm doing, I am unhappy and self destructive. I don't see the point really, if i had everything I wanted, I think I would still be a little negative bitch you know. Thats all, curious if anyone is like me. I've got no life.

These vapes are good, with nice flavors and they hit pretty hard.

One thing I've noticed is that they like to autofire. I think it's caused by the bottom airflow or from the sensor. It usually occurs when it is slightly obstructed or just at a weird angle.

I've never had it go off while hitting it normally, but this is a big annoyance, as it'll keep hitting until the timer runs out. This isn't bad on a fresh pod, but multiple autofires in a short time, or on low juice, will burn it.

Their sensor design looks different compared to many other brands. Wind will also make it go off, which isn't really relevant but is funny.

Just curious if anyone's had the same issues, and if anyone has pinp

Just curious if the pay is alright, they won't say anything till an interview i guess lol. I can live off 15 16 (Southern Indiana), but honestly couldn't take less then 15, as my utilitys are a bit high.

Really just worried I wont be getting 40 hours even on full time, as I've seen people say they like to cut hours. Smaller town, im used to night shift. And worked a factory automotive logistics job, so used to lifting and "stocking" things. Overnight stocking sounds ideal, I can already picture my blood levels rising, especially if I have Dookie Dan in the bathroom all shift.

Any insights would be appreciated! Thank you!

Hey all! Not sure if this belongs here, but is delivering for dominoes alright? They wont even say the base pay, so im assuming it's a bit low lol. Do they care much about speeding tickets? I have 1 on my record when I first started driving. Looking for a change of pace coming from factory, being able to drive and be outside delivering doesn't sound too bad. Small town too. And honestly I don't eat good, so id take advantage of the 50% off. Sure maybe dominoes everyday is bad, but better then eating nothing all day 😭.

Just curious as my job market is cooked right now. I have no experience in customer service, but I only talk to customers at their door correct? Thanks if anyone reads all thi

Hey all. I'm a pretty bad person. I haven't much care for much. I've been getting horrible sleep recently. I don't know if I've slept, or I was just daydreaming. My energy still feels high, even though i think im nearing 2 full days of no sleep. I don't do any drugs besides nic and weed. Im not a tweaker lol. But I feel like each year, I get more and more deranged. More unstable. I do not want to see myself in 5 years time... I'm not killing myself yet, but i know im getting very close. I will take any chance, if i get pulled over, I will "reach" after telling him I have a gun. Pussy way to do it, but it won't matter after death. My reputation will probably be better if I kill myself lol. I

Hey guys! Ive recently came back to this game, and well I suck. I hopped in ranked and a lot of people said I was throwing, and called me some slurs. I try every match. Even in quick play. They call me buns. And now my account has been suspended! Has anyone else gone through this?

I tried to stay in the quick match towards the end though. Is this normal? Or do I just really suck? Console too.