calfbites

hi i’m not sure if this is the place to ask so i’m sorry if it’s not ☹️

starting with this; i don’t think im allergic because i haven’t ever had a reaction and i LOVE onions. but if i cut onions, ill cry a little like normal and then im fine. i always wash my hands really well too. an hourish later though, it hits me AGAIN even if im in another room. even if i’m not the one who cut them!!!! there have been times where my mom is cooking and i’m UPSTAIRS and it will hit me an hourish after she’s chopped them up. is this a thing or am i nuts? 😭😭

i’m a babysitter (4 days a week, 8am-5pm) for a family this summer and it’s not going well. the parent clearly does not like me very much, which is fine so be it i go back to my regular job in less than two weeks but it makes this even MORE uncomfortable to address. the youngest (she’s 6) does what they call “grinding”. i’m one of the opinion that self discovery is healthy and normal but that it must be in private and im fairly certain this family is also of a similar opinion. my problems are 1. she’s not doing it in private, it’s actively happening on the couch and 2. her older brother (9) will correct her which seems to work but he’s not around and im terribly uncomfortable saying somethin

i feel like either people vote unfairly or are rude to other players. saying “oh.” or “oh!” or “…” or anything ominous or flat out rude is so 😐 like it’s a GAME on ROBLOX plz get a grip and be kind to others. especially on roblox like half of the players are CHILDREN??!

idk rant over it just irratates me beyond belief

okay so i’m really new to smoking and have only ever hit carts before yesterday. my boyfriend has been smoking for years and is very experienced as he did a fuck ton of drugs in college 😭 anyways he had semi recently asked if id like to start smoking sometimes with him (for context he’s 23 and im 19). i’ve always been “the good kid” so ive never really done anything like this but WHATEVER!! i’m rambling. anyways yesterday he rolled a joint for us and we went to the park and smoked it yknow whateve. we get back to his house and i’m literally losing my shit like 😭 idk man i was high asf. again i’m rambling sorry. today however, i wake up feeling cloudy and really fucking depressed. i brought h

this had no point im just so tired of shaving my face every fucking day. i’m so exhausted of not having a “normal” body. it’s so draining and it’s terrifying because i’m young and in a new relationship and while my boyfriend is a sweetie and understands that i have pcos i don’t know how to be completely comfortable with it around him. when he spends the night i feel like i have to rush to the bathroom before he wakes up to shave. i have so much body hair too and being jewish AND having pcos does not help the hair situation. idk im just so tired and i feel like nothing is working to fix anything. there’s always so much hair. just fucking everywhere. i’m so tired and i don’t wanna have to deal

this is probably dumb idk but the amount of trash left on the lawn tonight was actually ridiculous like… plz it’s not that hard to pick up after yourself. idk it just made me sad to see that so many fans lack the care and/or respect to simply throw away their beer cans and whatnot

edit: i know it happens no matter what but something about it being a hozier concert in particular really rubs me the wrong way idk am i making any sense 😭😭

every city within 6 hours of me was sold out but bc he released new cities today i finally get to go AAAAA!!!!

okay this is fr so embarrassing but i do not understand boys AT ALL anymore and idk how to tell 😭

i was in a 4 year relationship where i asked him out so it’s been a really long time since i’ve been interested in anyone or anyone showed an interest in me other than my ex as everyone i know knew abt my relationship.

i got w my ex at 14 and we broke up semi-recently so it’s been a LONG time. anyways i don’t know what the signs are and such and i was wondering if anyone could help out at all ☹️

tldr: i was in a long term relationship and forgot how to understand guys 😭 so now i don’t know how to tell if a guy is being my friend or if he’s flirting 😕

this is absolutely not important but i wanna rant about it bc im so annoyed 😭

this guys i went to middle school with years ago started working at my job and i lowkey think i have a lil crush on him 😐 he’s very sweet and he teases me a lot and he’s so good with kids. and of course i am so fucking oblivious so i can’t tell if the teasing is flirting or if he’s just being a friend 😭 idk we’re not super close yet so i don’t know for sure if i have feelings or if i just like the idea of him but UGHHHH he’s so cute i hate liking people it’s so stupid 😭