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guys can someone please tell me i’m not crazy in my old playthrough (now deleted) i found this hella OP encumbrance necklace i think in cuanacht and it increased your carry weight by 100 points and it was so good. when i look it up to find it’s location because i forgot specifically where i found it, i actually cannot find a SINGLE mention of this bloody amulet anywhere. i swear it was part of the “… best friend” jewellery set and it had fae in the name so it was along the lines of “Fae’s Best Friend” or something so please someone validate me i’m trying to get it for my current playthrough

here are my notes about my understanding of the usage of greed. i know this because i have been testing it in my own game and there are many bugs that i’ve figured out how to work around. (ultimately, this item is CURSED and you should only use it on a specific NPC, if at all) -

PREFACE: if you are looking at this thread after finding Greed for the first time and want to know what you should do with it, the feature works as follows: you pick up greed. if you use it on someone you will get what the description claims it will do, BUT it will turn into a weapon called regret, which adds a permanent debuff on your selling prices, and all items you sell will have 1% of the earnings subtracted AN

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