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I don’t know why I’m overly emotional today. Maybe because it’s Rusty’s birthday? I don’t know. I miss you, ma. This shit is unbearable. How the hell am I supposed to navigate life without you? How am I supposed to figure shit out for the kid without your guidance? It’s not fair, this is weird, and I wish you didn’t get so sick and die.

Love, your broken child

My ma passed 7 months ago today. Life has been busy and this week I got around to gathering the Halloween decorations. I didn’t live in the same state as my mom and inherited everything my mother owned. She was too sick to decorate last year, so after decorating in 2022, she bubble wrapped everything as it became my decorations and I was going to fetch it this summer. I got everything in May, including the Halloween shit. She’s always been extra and had a lot, but HOLY SHIT. This lady always knew I was obsessed with skulls and she added so many skull decorations that I’ve never seen in her collection and it made me feel so good. It’s like she purposely bought it just for me because sh

Quick question. What is the difference between the regular Switch and the Lite other than size and price? Kiddo wants one for the bday and I just wanted to see if anyone has any insight on the Lite. Thanks in advance and happy gaming.

I lost my mom on Monday, March 4. I feel like my world is collapsing. My heart is so shattered. She was only 62. She was supposed to be with me where I live over the summer. She was supposed to watch my daughter grow up. I cannot think straight. I can’t eat. I’m riddled with guilt. My mom is gone and although I can talk to her, she’ll never reply. I keep begging for signs and her to come to me in a dream. I can’t cope. Thanks for reading.

First time posting, lurking for a while. I’m a 42 (HLF), he’s 38 (LLM) and although I feel as if I’m in my prime, he wants nothing to do with sex. Been together a year and a half; lived together for 8 months now. No sex. No desire for sex. Says it’s not me, but I feel that it is me. He claims he’s feels inadequate because he doesn’t last long — that’s not my issue. My issue is… it was only when he wanted to fool around, I’d comply even if I wasn’t in the mood. Also talks too much nonsense. Says he cares yet I can cry and be so upset over it and nothing. I’m at a loss. I feel so crappy all the time. I’m beyond sexually frustrated. I can’t take much more. How do you guys handle y