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And you get homework and its complete shit like we go to group for 8 hours a day then gotta do this book shit and so ive been using $b$ lyrics and writing em down as my own cos i mean shit this music speaks to me on a whole nother level like it was made jus for me. Anyways I was wondering what songs y'all would use. I try to write em out so it doesn't rhyme 100% ya know?

Ps yeah I got my phone in rehab. First rehab that does it. Did 33 days in detox then moved to php where I get my shit but i also have to make my own food n shit. Doc is heroin. Well really dilaudid and opana but shits to expensive.

Went to rehab for 90 days. Got off the methadone in 57 days. 3 day cold turkey and then sub. Took a little over 20 days for the methadone to get weak enough that the sub could do its job. Came home with a script for 2x8mg subutex along with 2 refills. Finished the refills and decided not to pursue the sub and find a Dr. 4 days without suboxone.

But my dumbass playing with benzos again and i might be on 60mg vyvanse. But I'm a happy motherfucker to not be on that goddamn methadone.

Felt like sharing. Havent made a post here in years.

Posca is an energy drink from ancient Rome that was used by Roman soldiers for hydration and energy.

To make Posca you need: sour wine, vinegar, some herbs.

My questions is this, making wine sour is to leave it in jars till it gets vinegary. Well, if I mix vinegar into the wine does it make it sour (the wine) automatically or do I still need to marinate the wine in jars so it gets to the point of being vinegary? Then add the vinegar and the herbs, making the drink?

Just did my last very tiny tiny tiny bit. Literally just shavings. Felt nothing. Been going since around 2p. 5am now and the clinic just opened. Should I wait to crash a little more before dosing or is it better with a little bit of clear still in your system?

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kthx

edit: back from the clinic, eh got a small euphoric buzz. bout to go chill with a homie and do more t. unless they tryna link up later, then imma get a couple hours in so the shadow people leave me alone.

• huge fucking fan of the boy$ i remember the first time ii heard em about three or four, idk might be four or five years ago at this point. 2 years into methadone. 14 i got addicted to pain killers after surgery, 22 now. fuck idk what im trying to get at. guess im trying to kill myself. shitton of alcohol, shitton of kpins and xanax, on top of 90mg methadone, did 20k mg of gabpentin 2 days in a row. really been going wild on gaba past couple months.

use to have month from slinging. use to afford 7-8 opana 40s which were 110 a piece. plus dilaudid 8mg eggshells & h and eventuallly h. got mixed up with the real deal. h i got was cut on by 2 ppl max. filled with fent & carfent. clinic

first, the URL (see below) i'm using is in polish. is there a way to fix this? i got my link "lifewire dot com" because we all know that TPB URL and even kickass' url constantly changed. i'm assuming from having to jump from server to server or because the host would find what exactly they were hosting and boot 'em. idk. so i did want any rash, sain individual would do in the 19th year of the 21st century and googled "top torrenting sites.

second i want to make sure i'm not using a honeypot of some sort. we all know that the original piratebay was seized. around that time i stopped having any involvement online whatso