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I need 400 characters for this post to go through, so I decided to ask to count the amount of characters I have, lol. I’m literally typing this in ChatGPT right now and will copy-paste it after. I thought it’d be fun to have it written based on my Reddit profile. I’m a little “uh” about having my profile out there, but whatever. I opened comments to every sub instead of hiding them, so y’all have free rein. Let’s see if this hits 400 characters. Now I’m pressing enter and seeing what ChatGPT says. Oh, wait, It also says the post needs self-description, so I’ll add a bit more (even though I feel like I already overshared, lol). I’m not working right now, but I genuinely love working—and when

And I can literally see in my eyes how down they are. They aren’t happy. They are downcast, and look empty. There is no happiness, just despair — it’s odd.

My Mister and I use Telegram to talk. I really once in a while wanna play games together.

I thought about us just entirely moving to Discord because I do love the interface, emotes, and games there, it’s so easy.

But you can’t have multiple accounts on Discord mobile for IOS. 😞 He uses Discord for work, while I use it mainly for my friends. We enjoy keeping everything separate. Especially I don’t want to accidentally send the wrong messages to someone and vice versa. ☠️😭

What do you all useeee??? Or should we suck it up and go to Discord???

Without going into too much detail, for the past week, I feel utterly sad. I feel like I’ve tried everything to not have panic attacks. I sleep thinking I’ll wake up happy, but instead I’m riddled with anxiety and overthinking everything. I don’t want to talk to anyone. I feel like a robot. I feel disconnected to my partner. And I’m utterly afraid of this coming week. I thought yesterday would be a positive, but instead, the opposite happened of what I imagined in my head. How do you move forward when everything is crashing and burning?

Basically what the title says!

Anyone else here do relationship check-ins and what sort of questions do you ask?

Although these are great conversations to have, I find the questions and answers can be a little different between an in-person vs long distance relationship.

My partner and I are long-distance. We’ve been dating for 4 months now, and it’s been amazing. Every now and then, when I’m not feeling my best, I take a couple of days for myself and my partner. What that usually looks like is focusing on my own well-being and only speaking to my partner during those days. It helps me reconnect with myself and with us.

That time is coming around again, because I haven’t felt great for a few weeks now. My mind feels scattered and jumbled. I feel both close and far away from my partner at the same time—it’s a strange feeling. I’m dealing with generalized anxiety and just a lot overall.

I’ll be home alone for a week, so I’ll really have time to settle in, t

I was on Effexor for 5 years. This past March, I decided it was time to get off because I didn’t like having a lower sex drive. Yes, I still had one, but I didn’t like that it was significantly lower than what was normal for me.

I got off and got on Wellbutrin up to 300mg. The Wellbutrin helped my libido come back to 90-95%, but emotionally I wasn’t happy or sad — just there. So after being on Wellbutrin for 3-4ish months, my psychiatrist and I decided to get me off and try Trintellix 10mg. I’ve been on it for 1 month now and it’s going alright. I still feel “emotionally numb” like I did with Wellbutrin.

Effexor was absolutely amazing and life changing and if it didn’t lower my sex drive

Basically, I’m looking for an anal douche/enema, but they all look similar/same that I don’t really know what to buy…? With Black Friday/Cyber Monday coming up, it be nice to spend as cheaply as possible on an enema. I just don’t know what to get especially for someone who has never used one before.

I have always wanted to learn to play chess and finally slowly been learning…I think it’s turning into a hobby?

I been reading and watching a lot and using chess.com learning features, but honestly, having a notebook to put everything on paper would help me a lot more in just remembering things and keeping everything cohesive because at the moment everything is jumbled in my brain and I feel like im playing the game without “learning”. I also love the aspect of learning/academia so having this all down on paper as if it was school is almost fun for me.

I’m wonder how I should set up this notebook: what sort of sections should I have? Anything I should really focus on writing down?

I have always wanted to learn to play chess and finally slowly been learning. I been reading and watching a lot and using chess.com learning features, but honestly, having a notebook to put everything on paper would help me a lot more in just remembering things and keeping everything cohesive.

I’m wonder how I should set up this notebook: what sort of sections should I have? Anything I should really focus on writing down?

Looking to head out tomorrow almost all day, but I have no idea what cafes to go to in downtown. It be nice to try something new instead of going to my usual places. I really want to go somewhere that has good pastry/food, but also outlets to charge my laptop lol.

I’ve been to: Neo, Buno Coffee, Forget Me Not, Rooms, Sam James, Larry’s Place, Pilot Coffee, Gateau Ghost, The Library, Issho Bakery, and a couple more lol.

What new place should I go to? Or two!

Haven’t been out all week, lol. And so I’m looking for a cafe downtown that is laptop friendly. I’m hoping to be out from like 9-4pm, so it be nice to cafe hop + maybe go grab lunch somewhere nearby or a snack. What’s some of your favourite places?