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Ok. This is very long, so I put the ** short form ** first:

# TL;DR:

my partner and I have a very good relationship, but our sex-life caused severe trauma in me. He has so many kinks and such toxic behavior that I can't trust him anymore and I even stopped having sex with him for 7 months. We have talked about this openly multiple times and he's very apologetic and works on himself, but most of the problems still persist. I feel so left alone, I am sick of having to beg for sex and orgasms. And I am sick of getting so triggered, that I have to take anxiety meds. I really need help.

** Here goes: **

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