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Most if not all of my dating history over the past 13 years since my divorce has included drinking. My last relationship (which was very alcohol inclusive) ended several months ago and i’ve not had a drink since. I feel really fucking good.

At some point i’ll get back into the dating world again. Maybe. Are there dating apps focused on the not drinking aspect? I did find Loosid. Are there others or similar sites you’ve used with success? Of course there’s always the option in apps like Tinder to indicate that drinking is a never sort of thing. Tinder has always worked for me in the past and i’ll probably go back to it when i’m ready to date again, with the no drinking selected in

Check cell carrier outgoing call records for that day.

The Concept of Ego in Major Belief Systems

Overview of Ego in World Belief Systems

Ego generally refers to the individual self or the sense of “I.” Different belief systems vary in how they understand and value this ego-self. Many spiritual traditions view the ego as something to transcend or even an illusion to be seen through, while others consider it a real entity to be disciplined or refined. For instance, Western thought tends to treat the self as a stable entity guiding one’s actions, whereas Eastern philosophies like Buddhism argue that this self is an illusion produced by the mind . Across mysticism and many religions, one finds the notion of “ego death” – the dissolving of the

Weekend mornings, when the coffee and Vyvanse kick in I’ve got so many questions, so many rabbit holes in which to crawl. I’ll ask my buddy ChatGPT about all of them. I’ll patiently sit and watch as he/her composes an answer to my pondering. I sit and watch for maybe 10 seconds and then i’m off to the next thing. Now that I wrote that out, isn’t the med supposed to keep me focused? oops. Side note: got the generic for the first time this month. it sucks. brand is more expensive but my quality of life is soooo much better and i may need a bump up to 50. But i digress… as the day progresses I may or mat not revisit my earlier questions. Sometimes I’ll scroll back thru my previous wo

She was what I had thought to be the love of my life. It felt genuine, loving and everything a relationship should be. I had said I’d never get married again after a previous 14 year marriage and the 10 years that followed, relationships of different lengths and varieties (some with emotional depth, others just sexual). I loved my fiancé, the love of my life. It was bliss and an amazing thing to feel and experience in my 50s. Never in a million years had I thought i’d find something like that again. But all of this is intentionally written in the past tense.

Looking back I wonder how much of what I experienced was mutually felt, how much was a successful facade on her part. I’ll never k