Not sure if this fits this subreddit, but I have an eating disorder and I want to rant, so hopefully this is fine.
Background: I'm 25F and have had ARFID my entire life (autism). As a child you could count all my ribs, though once puberty hit, I basically won the genetic lottery and ended up with a stereotypical good figure even though at my heaviest, my BMI was 18.6. And this entire time, I was having constant symptoms of acid reflux. I had to eat small meals and not eat for several hours before bed, otherwise I'd get horrific heartburn, but I still felt like crap all the time and hated food and eating.
Then I figured out what was going on with me. I started following a strict diet while