freaee

how the fuck did the capcom dev team manage to make this game as scary as this was. i normally never get scared at any form of horror media except for the odd jumpscare here and there but this had me terrified from start to finish. i somehow finished the game on EASY in 7h 45 minutes (tbf i had 4 restarts but i never managed to escape the baker house until this playthrough, but that was because i was going back to uni from home). i had to be sitting on the pause menu for at least 4 hours in total just to regrow my balls and change whatever song was playing if i deemed it as "not happy enough" to push through this game; i NEVER play songs while playing story games but holy fuck after i reache

really want to go out with some friends while watching the nba finals but i honestly dont know any places which have the nba finals on.

i want to revel in the failures of the imperialists at trying to kill castro and see how the vietnamese strategy-mogged the "best" military industrial complex in the world.

i havent really been focused on losing weight, but since i started to smoke almost daily, ive lost a lot weight.

i started smoking weed daily (multiple times a day on most days, but minimum once a day) around mid october (im a first year uni student), i was 104kg (229lbs) before leaving home for uni (mid september), and when i checked my weight when i got home i was 85kg (187lbs). i stopped smoking weed for a month as i was home and weed is very illegal back home, and when i left to go back to uni i was still the same weight.

since ive came back, ive been smoking every day (its ramadan now so im fasting now, but i smoke after 10pm so im done with all my prayers, and it cant interfere

I'm studying in the UK, I grew up in Saudi Arabia, and I have not experienced any homesickness at all since I moved here (~5 months so far). I still talk to my friends & family from back home regularly, I have my own friends here at uni. My siblings also studied abroad (one in canada, and the other in the US) and both of them got pretty homesick, but idk I don't really miss home that much.

Only thing I really miss is my PS5 and my cat from back home but other than that nothing else. Is this just me being weird or am I just blowing this out of proportion?