grumbledum

So I do nothing but stare at the phone all day, too scared to call and too scared to do anything else, and have no idea what to do and convince myself that I'm already fired anyway or something like that and I just don't fucking know

You hear more and more lately about hospitals that have strict no smoking rules for their employees (even on their own time off hospital grounds), although I don't know how pervasive this is in the industry at the moment nor if it extends to lab techs or is more for the doctors and nurses.