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My name is Emma and i’m from East Tennessee. I like writing sci-fi fantasy stories, silly hypotheticals, painting and drawing. I make a good sandwich with a special secret combination of ingredients and i love cats :-) i don’t go to college, but i might go back. rn i’m just a florist that works in a grocery store. I can’t stop playing the Jet Set radio soundtrack, i also like Aphex twin, bjork, and neutral milk hotel. I would love to learn about anything really, i love talking about emotions and experiences!

I’m Cabbage. I’ll be 23 on November 2nd, I love writing sci-fi fantasy stories and i make really good sandwiches. open to sharing the recipes, too. I’m interested in topics like Art and drawing, creative writing, psychology, exploring nature(I live in East Tennessee, the mountains never get old) and i love learning new things and learning about other’s life experiences. My favorite Bands rn are: Boards of Canada, The octopus project, Deerhoof, and Nilüfer yanya(i also love the Jet Set Radio soundtrack too much) I love cats too! I have trouble making friends where i live so maybe we can bond over that. See ya! -Cabbage

this morning i'm so sad. i just feel empty from how my parents treated me growing up. i was never allowed to explore my identity safely with being ridiculed. my real personality never shown itself to my parents. very rarely did that ever happen. i feel lost and confused in the world. i'm 22. i'm doing better than ever but the pain still weighs the same. people out there healing is real. even if your abuser tells you it's not.

edit: adding to mention in seeing them for dinner tonight, it'll be in a public place with my sisters and boyfriend. i want to feel excitement because it's my youngest sisters 16th birthday. both my younger sisters still face my parents daily. after i moved out i never

I'm so confused. i entered a new relationship after going back to my ex for the second time( saw him on my dating radar november 28 2018- actually met him january 18 2019.) i remember so many specific details and they shroud my clear thinking so much. i'm new on this strange journey. the second i saw him i felt the buzz of familiarity and playfulness but i also feel like he was forbidden. i don't really know what i feel now. so many people in my life disprove of him and i haven't spoken to him in two years. signs and feelings come to me daily. and this whole twin flame thing/quantum entanglement feels like it's driving me crazy. how can i have unity with myself again. i used to love my par

Everyday i've been seeing 2:22 (most of the time) for the past two months. i'm scared, i'm sad and i'm so tired of missing him. i don't know what's real anymore and i'm just wondering if i'm crazy. i'm getting to a point where i actually think this is real. the feelings are so real at this point it's affecting my daily decision making. he's all i can think of for the past two months i wish i was kidding. how can i stop chasing PLEASE i'm so desperate for this pain to end

i had a friend in highschool named zhi and her signature was 142, which is her name upside down. last year she passed away. i see this number in the time often, i feel like it’s her reaching out and saying hi sometimes. i am interested in what you guys think