hellosaidhe

u/hellosaidhe


r/schizophrenia•

Whenever I lack in the confounding of a truth or an idea, voices will start insinuating the opinion that I'm a woman. TV shows, music, and books will start to use female names, pronouns, and imagery (symbolism). If I keep on track of counterattacking conservative/religious arguments or just generally thinking about science, I hear praise from the same sources. This, in turn, challenges me to keep on a train of thought that is progressive. Sometimes these sidetracks of mine can be me getting thoughts of porn which I don't want to think about, I immediately and aggressively block those thoughts out. However, I will think things like "shit! I have to think about something else!" and these thoug

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r/Psychosis•

Whenever I lack in the confounding of a truth or an idea, voices will start insinuating the opinion that I'm a woman. TV shows, music, and books will start to use female names, pronouns, and imagery (symbolism). If I keep on track of counterattacking conservative/religious arguments or just generally thinking about science, I hear praise from the same sources. This, in turn, challenges me to keep on a train of thought that is progressive. Sometimes these sidetracks of mine can be me getting thoughts of porn which I don't want to think about, I immediately and aggressively block those thoughts out. However, I will think things like "shit! I have to think about something else!" and these thoug

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r/schizoaffective•

I was talking to aliens, society, leaders, and the people I know in my head. I was solving the meanings of life with the infinity stones. I imagined I talked with the most evil race of aliens. I didn’t have any violent hallucinations. Mostly just enlightening thoughts. I’m just wondering if what happened to me is relatable in anyway to anyone, or if my experience is unique and I should delve deeper into it with regards to educating myself and hearing stories. Any help welcome. Thank you.

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r/Poems•

Once one made two.

Twice two makes four.

Illness in equality’s fool.

Wickedness bewitches whores.

Night twixt core and light.

Light is goodness’s son/sun.

Futile attempts to fight.

Strength is won/one.

Introspection within all.

Stars aligned the fall.

Pleasers will the wall.

Company is woe.

Death befalls man.

It gripping the hand

Of sparse land.

Nothing to know/no.

A horse carried he

Into halls of wine and kings,

Only to drop dead before thee.

All too mighty foe(s).

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r/Poems•

So bored.

You're so bored.

Doped up on religion and T.V.

"No way out from this black mirror

staring back at me."

As I scan this room,

Their voices call out,

"Save me from doom."

My insides twist and shout.

No heavenly thing can save you from you.

You beat your bodies and pound on the door,

Demanding you be let through.

From inside, there exists no sounds or rewards.

However long our added up lifespan is,

Therein you'll find eternity.

Amidst the ranks and classes,

There'll shine like the sun, the Superbeing

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r/OCPoetry•

This chord wants to be left open,

Like a book wants to be read.

The city sleeps on broken corpses;

All their words fill your head.

Controversial anasthesia

Making way for the world to see you.

Silver and golden signs on the highway,

Multiplicity divided in two; All the possibilities anyway.

Grey clouds looming all around you

waiting for the lightning to strike

fear into those newfound true,

teardrops of rain: strife.

Blackest night dawning,

The moonlight sinning,

The tide washes away the

Imperfections of the coming day.

Heavy heart laden,

He walks into the forest.

Blood drops pouring,

There he finds the will to soareth.

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