Euthanasia is illegal in my country so loving is mandatory whenever i say i want to die people say just live.
My psychiatrist can't even identify my problem and i have nothing to live for .
Even my addiction for video games is gone so now i have nothing that's even close to a reason to live.
All this while my mom is telling me its will get better.
I just wanna die. Why is forcing people to live is legal?
So what if im only 20 , nothing ia going to change.
So what if there are other people who have it worse, so let them die too if they want to.
Why do i have to live?
All my life family lies to me that in smart and nice and that life is great , and then expect me to want to stay in contact w
Life is a prison where the guards torture you with false hope.
My life is just a bunch of false hope mashed together to show me i shouldn't exist .
If psychiatrist doesnt work , im gonna lie on a rail way and hope to not survive .
People keep saying "you are worth alot" and crap like that, i may be young to die but im tired of being manipulated into living.
And i'm posting here because maybe someone can change that , but i doubt that because being optimistic got me here.
