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u/inthavoid
All i said was: "Security here πβοΈβοΈβοΈ" (perhaps the emojis sealed it off) ππππππ€£
I know a hefty percentage of these reddit stories be bs but the ones that are legit are insane. I can't fathom some of the things humans do to each other or are interested in. A great portion of humanity are in a trance with their innermost temptations and outstanding traumas. I just came from one page and was left with no words of how they got there πππππ(I'm definitely not one to talk either π€£π€£π€£)
Ever since I sucked my first dick, I can't look at women the same. It consumed me. If I had one last feral act before death, I would choose something that involves me getting stuffed by a dick. Somebody needs to write a book or something on how the phallus invaded the mind. This is insane π(the thoughts are out of control)
Imagine being responsible for something that you have resentment for. It's so fucked up all around. I want to leave, but it's not that easy when you need resources first. The need for sustainable resources will have you in the most traumatic circumstances. I despise this place with every fiber of my being
Such an interesting dynamic. You hear all the time. "It doesn't hurt to be kind." More often times than not, it actually does though. If you were to take a moment to reflect on all the times you were kind, what would you find? Would there be more hurt than sensations of joy? How often have you felt betrayed after being kind? What about guilt? Regret? Being ignored? No matter what it has been, I would take a high percentage guess that a big bunch of us have experienced more hurt by being kind than joy/fulfillment. That's not to take away from the beings who intentionally, intuitively, authentically, live righteous. At the same time, a lot shit don't pan out how we intend them to. That's where
Thing is, I should be ok but......... This is bs. I'm so sad lol
How do you guys do it? How do you socialize when you're not a social individual? Is the mask unavoidable when going thru the public? Do we all pretend? It's annoying lol
I've got to stop embarrassing myself lol. When you're so broken that desperation feels like a resource. I just have to stop. I'm sorry self. I'll make effort to respect you more π₯²