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I'm looking for binders that bind well and are around 50€ to 30€ (preferably those that lean more towards the cheaper side, as i am kind of on a budget). Please let me know where i can find them and if they ship to europe.

I've been romantasizing the idea of artschool for years now. I've been going to art classes since i was 8 and have always seen other kids preparing for high school there. Now that i'm training for it, it seems awful. I'm practicing drawing and painting in the more "school way" as my teacher said it. It feels incredibly restrictive, but if i do it in my ways my teacher says i won't be able to pass the exams. I can't use the methods and techniques for measuring, painting and drawing becouse they're not allowed and will most likely earn me 0 points, and the techniques im supposed to use are increadibly confusing and keep messing up my art.

I've told my older sister about my issues with all the

I've been in a pretty bad depressive episode this past week and yesterday i decided fuck it, woke up at six, sent a text to my dad telling him i don't feel well(my brother was a bit sick too so he belived me) and took a day off. I spend some time on my phone, got up, took a shower after 2 days of not doing so, tried my best to clean the house, and ate something. Was pretty refreshing ngl. I wish i was allowed to do this whenever it gets realy bad.

For some context, i am in a pretty weird place when it comes to being out the trenches. I'm fully out to my friends, most of the times in public i refer to myself as a male depending on how much i pass that day, tho im not out to anyone else in school or other places where i already know people or where i will meet people i will see more than once. When it comes to my family i sorta "came out" and by that i mean i said something off to my sister handed that pretty much ment i was Not Cis, and she then told me something and wouldn't let go of me even tho i was breaking down, to wich i then stormed out the room only to walk into the living room where my fucking dad, stepmom and brother were. M

I got pixiv today since a friend told me its a good place to find good fanart. I'm trying to search for a ship but nothing seems to pop up. When i search for anything like a character i get barely any results. Am i doing something wrong?

I love sleeping i love dreaming i love having interesting weird dreams that make me feel like i'm on drugs i love being asleep and at peace i love daydreaming i love staring into nothing and drowning myself in fantasies where everything is ever so slighlty better i hate being concious i hate being hyperaware of my surroundings and my own thoughts i hate staying awake and having to exsist in this world i hate my own physical form i hate the constant anxiety that comes with being my kind i hate the personal hell i created for myself with my own stupid actions i hate that i have to sleep and that i can't sleep all the time i hate that sleeping is my least favorite activity but that it's my only

I remember seeing a tumblr post in a meme that went like "I am so angry i am going to go home and touch my husband boobs". I have no idea where to find it, i tried googling it but there was no results.

I was thinking today about the dissapearnce of Lars Mittank who dissapeared in Bulgaria in 2014 and was wondering what are some other cases of dissapearances/murders/hijackings/other crimes that happend in the balkans. I know the Pink Panther group is pretty fascinating.