killashi

I’ve become such a numb person now I just don’t find anything to smile or laugh about how can I I’ve been dumped like trash, like I meant nothing

All those late night talks, laughing till our ribs hurt, dancing and smiling holding hands and hugging so tightly that meant something to me man I wasn’t the perfect boyfriend but I tried so hard

I wish I never fell in love if this is the risk to falling in love I’d rather never ever do it again I feel sick to my stomach

I go to be so early these days just to stop hurting

I didn’t need any of this pain I was the happiest person before her, I came so far in life I overcame so much trauma I didn’t need to do go through this

I’ve become a worse person now I have major major trust issues I’ve become a worse partner I can never love anyone that deep again I wasted my heart on a girl who just threw it away

I’m so so so tired man

Miss her badly, miss my bestfriend.

What hurts more is that person isn't even my best friend anymore nor the person I fell in love with cause the women I loved would never just abandoned me like this and not even reach out one time not even on our anniversary.

Going to bed so tired of this healing process, I will never fall that deep in love again if that means hurting this bad

Women I feel like get so much support not only from online but in real life friends family work

As a guy going through this you get this stigma attached like you did something wrong or cheated

And on top of that you get no support or the worst advice like “just move on bro” “sleep with someone asap” and you just get looked down upon if your down or sad. I’ve had my boss write me up because I just haven’t smiled in 4 months

Just ranting, but this heartbreak stuff as a guy is so so hard idk

We used to always grab our sweaters go for a walk grab dinner ice cream find a bench and just sit and talk and talk and laugh and hold each other.

The sad part is I know she misses me too and if she just reached out I would run back to her and I hate that about myself I shouldn’t still love someone who dropped me like I meant nothing

Gonna go for a walk on my own listen to some music and head to bed early. I’ve been sleeping so early these last few months… 🍃 🍁 🎃

But this NC stuff is really only for women to use on men.

Guys if she left you and you didn’t do anything seriously wrong like cheating or being disrespectful you were dating a avoidant and almost all women who are avoidants are narcissists

There will never be a moment where she will think she did something wrong and come running back. Of course I’m not trying to generalize just telling it how it is

My best advice never fall that deep in love ever you really have to guard your heart. Now I know why most men are nonchalant

This is not an incel post btw I love women and know a lot about them. I’m just being honest about avoidant women. Most women with secure attachments communicate an

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