kitty_cat49

Mom, I am sorry. I am sorry for taking advantage of you, Of how much you love; Of how hard you truly feel.

It’s like I wanna be so fucking mad at you, Yeah, I wanna scream and cry at you because how— How could you do that? How could you accept any of that? For your kids?

But you had to; that’s all you knew. Your kids were worth more than your life. They were your life; your whole being really, So how can I be mad or angry when you did what you only knew.

I am done looking for validation and vindication. I forgive you and I hope you can forgive me too. I just wanted better for you, for me, for us. I just wanted us to grow, laugh; to just exist.

I am sorry mom for not valuing you.

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