latinaMixed

I don’t even know where to begin, except that I feel so much, too much, all at once. The silence around me has been deafening lately. The people I once reached out to either vanished, gave shallow answers, or didn’t really see me. And it hurts more than I want to admit, not because I expect them to fix anything, but because it shows how alone I really am in this.

With him, it’s complicated. There are days when I miss him, the version of him who was soft, funny, or loving, but those moments feel like memories of someone who no longer exists. He says things that make me doubt myself, twist my emotions, and then leave me feeling guilty for even reacting. I end up second guessing everything,

I'm going for really tough time. I don't feel like I'm drowning. I'm carrying too much im just so tired. I'm so tired. I'm so tired. I can't carry other people.

I heard there were mass layoffs at the Wells Fargo call center but can't find any official news about it

Anyone know?

Yesterday at my local H-E-B I saw something that felt really off. Two men (both redheads) were openly carrying handguns — holstered outside their clothes. I know H-E-B has a corporate policy against open carry, so that surprised me right away.

What made it stranger was how they positioned themselves. One of them was in the checkout line unloading groceries, while the other stood nearby facing the back of the store, almost like he was “covering” or keeping watch. It felt more like a command stance than two guys just shopping.

At the time, I didn’t fully register what I was seeing. It wasn’t until I got home and really thought about it that it struck me as unusual — and honestly a little uns